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Sat, 26 Nov 2005 22:39:28 GMT

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 03:40:51 GMT

Your Observation Skills Get An A

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)
And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 03:26:57 GMT

you know what i really love..? when people seem to make desisions for me, saying i will like the results and that ill just be happy and all that crap and not even tell me when they are going to do. and it turns out i finally find out what thy were going to decide for me. and there is no way in hell they could have thought i would have liked that desision. i dont know which of the 2 certin people it was but you guys just really screwed up. lol. and im just pissed now because they were like its a suprize ull like the results, but no i really dont. honestly i dont know what people think sometimes, mabye people just dont know me that well but ive decided thats not my problem. any ways i use this to complain alot it really helps lol. comment back ill tell u the details if u want its nothing big its just how it happend what pisses me off. but yeah ill ttyl bye

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 03:42:02 GMT

You Are Fall Flowers

Beautiful yet often forgotten.

What Part of Fall Are You?

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 03:33:06 GMT

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v212/drumfreak816/HPIM3234.jpg

Sarah and Liz being sexy like always (halloween partyor what they called a party)

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v212/drumfreak816/HPIM3235.jpg

Claire and Allie... niice..

ew its jenny... seriously why did i used to like her?
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v212/drumfreak816/HPIM3238.jpg

and last i just think this picture is pretty..
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v212/drumfreak816/HPIM3241.jpg

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 02:06:29 GMT

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

wow i needed this update

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 02:00:06 GMT

ok, so its definatly time for a new entry cuz so much has happend today. well in school sencond period band, kinda sucked like it has for the last week now. period 3 i feel asleep during a test never finished it. period 4, alicia my new (DTM Buddy) lol was in spanish class high, it was so hillarious we were cracking up the whole time. lol and about 20 ppl in that class got referls. then there was marching band practice it really sucked, but a talk that me and someone else has that was needed happend and i think we are back on track, tho its really hard to forget shit. ne way i know u prolly not reading this but i just wanna say sorry for telling ppl when i shouldnt have. its my biggest weakness im not gonna lie but im trying so ahrd to get better at it. its really hard when people beg u to tell them things, when u dont want to. i know most people would end up giving in like i did so i really dont see why im so sorry honestly. lol but ne ways i didnt lie about ne thing when certin people thing i did when it was thier imagination that carried ferther i might have helped them push it hferther but its not like i sad something that never actully happend. so wtf? i just need people to stay out of my life cept when i ask for help with something. people can just come suck my penis if they wanna get into stuff they shouldnt even be getting into about but now i wish i never told anyone anything cuz it always end up to be a disaster i think this time i learned my lession. people are just so tricky they can rub anything out of me and thats my fault but it jsut pisses me off to much. but what ever. bye

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 01:32:05 GMT

what kitchen utensil are YOU?

You are a fridge! You can keep your cool, even when faced with a heated situation. You enjoy being the center of attention, and people come to you for advice or when they want something. People also like to stick things to the front of your body.

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 22:55:05 GMT

well im really happy about our compition. as of this week we r in 3rd place of all gorup 2. but that is cuz lot of good bands didnt have a compiion this week. im pretty sure that getting fisrt place will motovate our band to keep the scores up. best percussion im really happy for that. best color guard, even my parents who didint say for awards said that our color gaurd was the best that they saw. so thats really good. For ne one who is in pit and got sad from what happend its ok cuz #1 no one noticed. but the think that got is is what a certin person said.. and pissed like all of the pit and me off. it never should have been said and i hope that person knows it. i love all u guys. u deserve that trophy just as much as ne of us in the drumline does. cuz you guys still played 3 parts very well, and we only even play 3 parts of the show. so they deserve it as much as we do. ne ways enough with that, yay im so exited to hear the judges tapes... cuz i herd there was a few complienets abotu me. lol. and i think the bassline did really good, so i wanna see wut they have to say. well ill see all u tomorrow
bye

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 02:40:16 GMT

haha i used thomas michael tague (my full name cuz it was the best) plus its my name so technicly that stuff is true

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 00:23:28 GMT

oh man i almost passed out a cpl times today. durring our lunch break at band i laid down and couldnt get back up for like 1/2 hour.. never do that when ur heart is like beating at 200 beats a minute and ur sweating like crazy. ahhh. today was really tough actully, for me ide say it was about like a sunny day of band camp. any ways most people liked out preview show quite abit. some people said it was borring but it prolly was. and part 4 sucked so much no one even knows when to come in ahhh what ever. so i got home and slept. so tired. tomorrow i feel like doing somethign with my freinds but i doubt ne thing will happen. oh and i hate it when people say shit thats true about you but then they add on something at the end thats not true. that really pissed me off. like "he asked her out, but only cuz she does pot" im pretty sure thats what i herd. and i even forget if i even asked her out i think i was joking about it. but i mean i know shes bi ne ways and has basicly told me no. so i dont think i ever even asked her. i dont know man. if someone does pot that would actully make me like them less..

i really dont think u like reading depressing shit so ill just shup up. liz if u get on n u see then r u doin nething tomorrow? i feel like doin somethin.

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 03:20:31 GMT

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 01:29:24 GMT

1. Go here. 2. Pass it on. 1.~How did you meet plaidchucks13x? band 2.~What would you do if you had never met graciffer? nothing? 3.~What do you honestly think of plaidchucks13x? i think shes really nice and beautifuul 4.~Would or did plaidchucks13x and plaidchucks13x go out? yes haha 5.~Have you ever liked cheesyfish? yes 6.~If fast_forward09 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? i wish i could have sent more time with her 7.~Would plaidchucks13x and plaidchucks13x make a good couple? YES just put me in the middle and walllaaa 8.~Describe redballon13 in 3 words: im sorry i cant do that lol 9.~Do you think plaidchucks13x is hot? yea 10.~Would fast_forward09 and plaidchucks13x make a lovely couple? not really 11.~What do you think of when you see plaidchucks13x? i think of... reasons why i should stay alive and i think of what good firneds i have when i think of liz 12.~Tell me something humiliating about plaidchucks13x: i dont know 13.~Do you know any of bonz190's family members? EW YES FUCKING BITCH PISSES ME OFF 14.~What's plaidchucks13x's favorite color? uh??? pokadots? lol 15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is plaidchucks13x? 3242354324653463463463456 16.~What would you do if cannibalxcore just professed their undying love for you? smile? what whats that mean? 17.~What language does plaidchucks13x speak? english unline most ppl these days 18.~Who is plaidchucks13x going out with? no one shes.. picky lol 19.~Is plaidchucks13x a boy or a girl? girll 20.~Would plaidchucks13x and cannibalxcore make a good couple? no lol 21.~Who do you think plaidchucks13x would be great with from this list? hmmm me? lol jm idn 22.~When was the last time you talked to plaidchucks13x? today at lunch 23.~What is cheesyfish's favorite band? idn 24.~Does plaidchucks13x have any siblings? i dont think so 25.~Would you ever date bonz190? no 26.~Would you ever date redballon13? nope 27.~Is plaidchucks13x single? yes 28.~What is plaidchucks13x's last name? oh shit... 29.~What is plaidchucks13x's middle name? idn well i did but i forgettt 30~What is plaidchucks13x's fantasy? hahaha wills penis jk jk to see me and ryan go out?? thats what it seems to be to me haha 31.~Where does plaidchucks13x live? in the redneck place... lol 32.~Would you make out with plaidchucks13x? yeah i bet shes good too lol 33.~Are graciffer and bonz190 best friends? not best 34.~Does redballon13 like plaidchucks13x? yes lol 35.~How did you meet plaidchucks13x? band 36.~Is plaidchucks13x older than you? yes 37.~Is plaidchucks13x the sexiest person alive? yes

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 21:37:14 GMT

oh sorry for like no updates people... god i really dont like school this year... its like you get to school go to ur 4 classes get totaly confused adn go home. It really feels like a waste of my time beacause im not understanding ne thing. especaily spanish is the main thing im talking about. i mean the first day and second day of spanish what do we do? we we are told to go to page 35... write down the vocabulary and then translate it all. thats not bad... but im not learning any of it cuz i dont even know the fucking alphebet. lol. But then shes like write down these words and write all the verb forms of it and do all this crap that i didnt even know. 80% of the time she doesnt seak in english. or anything. I really think its to hard especailly for the begginning days. plus 3 hours of homework when i get home...

well fuck school.. after school friday liz claire austin and I all went downtown doing random stuff. it was prelly fun. but allie couldnt go that made me sad. But we got this food me and liz got this yougurt thing at the downtown cafe or w/e the yougurt was all stringgy.. that scared me. then on the computers there this littttle blck kid was looking at these models and saying like "damn shes fine" and crap that was so funnnyyy. Then we just walked around some more. and went places. it was really pretty fun. for me atleast till the last bit and i realized that no one likes me again. lol. but that always happens at the end of everything. i really wish i had a gf. preferably a certain someone. lol. well any way ill stop complaining about no one liking me and crap cuz theres prolly somoene out there that does that i really dont want to like me. Gr. Then after tat liz left i got really sad and lonely. Then we went to the The March of the peguins lol. they r sooo cute. i just wish liz didnt have to leaveee. the movie was alright. very educational. then i got home and went to bed at like 2am and then now its today when igot up at like 3 pm. now its allready like 5:30 and i did nothing today. its durrrryyyy outside i usualy like it like that. but its kinda cold to its only 64. man i feel like im just wasting my life away. well see you all at school even tho it sucks so much.

ill ttyl bye

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 22:43:09 GMT

today was shitty until the last minute of when i left. lol. im deticating this entry to allie sotne. i dont know where ide be with out her. shes helped me with so many of my problems and always makes me feel better about any situation no matter what. i try to do the same for her. she really is amazing and when i left she said she lovesss meee lol. i know she already did but just hearing that... it made me happy when i wwas in painnn. so allie your a really great friend and i want u to know that. and all my other friends i love you gues too specially druml;ine people(not krystina) especially claire. you have also helped me face alot fo my problems i love you too!!! WE GET TO MAKE EGGS at your houseee tomorrrowoww!!! yeayyyaaaaaaa! hahaha c ya tomorrow all of you (if ur in band)

i <3 you all well take that back... most definatly

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 23:18:33 GMT

ok so i havnt updated this at all..

monday band camp.. burned to death
tuesday band camp.. passed out basiclly
today band camp... didnt pass out but julie did i felt sad and she tried to talk to me but nothing came out so idn what she was saying im gonna give ehr a hug lol.

but really its so fucking hot out.. with a 40 pound drum or what ewver the fuck it is lol.
for 9 hours a day.

tomorrow its 12 hours form 9-9

then friday we can finally have off and go to the dci show that will be so cool.

but man everyuthing suckssss ahhh

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 05:54:53 GMT

Man life is tough. i have known this a long time but i guess i have forgot. i dont even know any more. i dont know why im here besides the fact my parents did it. lol i mean if they waited one more minute.. this might nto even be me... thats so weird. If i was born 1 day later i might not even be me. i might have been someone else an d i couldnt be ehre right now. i find that disturbing. but theres other people who deserve to live alot more then me. and some alot less then me. haha so i guess i still deserve to live. eh.. idn. I really thought i liked this girl... but nooooooooo nothing can ever go right. she says she likes me too, but then why would she go and make out with someone other fucker that broke her fucking heart and she didnt even like... i DONT GET ANYTHING. Mabye im jsut dumb. Ive just been sitting here thinking about so manny things. Someone please like help me.. i dont know what to do. i just feel so lost... i want a compainion thats like someone of the opposite sex haha i just want to be with someone... that will like help me through those tough obsticles of life and so i could help them through thiers... but so far i have had no luck what so ever. well... not lately any way. Ahhh i dont know any more i dont want to live any more i dont want anything. i hate this ide probably like it alot better if i could talk to the people i really deep down wated to and not jsut the same old people who act like they care. I wish everything were different... like what if i was some hot guy... or what if i was popular?? it would be so different but would i like it more? i dont know. i just know i dont like it now. but i have to deal with it and i will. but i just like complaining cuz it helps to get it all out sometimes. well if you read all of this thanks.. mabye you could comment too??

and to all you girls that say shit like all guys suck or you just want a decent guy... i havnt seen any of you looking my way... yeah thats right.

W/E bye

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 00:59:27 GMT

Ok so now i finally appreciate the mexican people and all the work they do..

Me and my dad started to hand drywall today... and uhh yeah it really sucks lol. Carrying it down stais to the basement is the hardest part cuz we dont have a walk out one. any way we got about 14 sheets hung today total. and the Mexican workers could have goten wayyy wayyy more then that done. And they have to do that shit every day. so I praise them. or how ever thats spelt.

well i have some pics of some of what the basement is starting to look like now.

That woud be the hall/foyer type thing once u get down the steps. the door way there is goign to the office. and i was the one who screwed in all those screewsss!!! yeahh!

Close to the same area i guess. thats just a little more to the left. I couldnt get pics of the other areas due to the lack of lighting. Those are the only light we had on and i was to lassy to turn on the other ones in the utility room thing.

once we get the drywall mud up and tape then its ready to be painted weee lol.

its not looking bad so far so i am happy and you can see the rooms starting to come together down there now.

I still appreciate all that work that the mexicans do day in and day out. its tough.

ill write more ehre later ttyl bye bye

Bored as crap

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 20:42:36 GMT

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Tom
Birthday: August 16, 1990
Birthplace: Fayetteville NC
Current Location: Frederick, Maryland / My room..
Eye Color: Blue/Green
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'10"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed
Your Heritage: Uh.. is this where i put german?
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans
Your Weakness: Let ppl take advantage of me
Your Fears: To many things to count..
Your Perfect Pizza: Papa Johns.. xtra cheeze peperonni and some banana peppers on 1/2 of it lol
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: win atleast 3 of our compitions this year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: I really want to sleep all day but my back hurts
Your Best Physical Feature: hm.. i really dont know about that one..
Your Bedtime: I just go to sleep form ne time from 11pm-4am
Your Most Missed Memory: Technicly you cant miss a memory but im not gonna be a bitch.. ide have to say julie.. <3
Pepsi or Coke: I really dont care
MacDonalds or Burger King: Either
Single or Group Dates: ide perfer a single date over a gorup date.. more time to spend with the person
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both good could down a 2 liter in about 5 min.
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends what it is hahahahaha!
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Swear: yeah
Do you Sing: ..when no one is around
Do you Shower Daily: Yup
Have you Been in Love: im almost 94% sure i have lol
Do you want to go to College: Yeah
Do you want to get Married: umm if i can find the right person
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: Uh... no?
Are you a Health Freak: No Way lol
Do you get along with your Parents: For the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: Yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: i cant remember if that was a month ago.. i dont think i have in the last month
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on : on what??....i want it to rain...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i forget this stuff..
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Oreos come in boxes??????
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: uh just walking around on one yes..
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: yes and sadly it didnt take much at alllll
Ever been called a Tease: im called alot of things
Ever been Beaten up: actully no
Ever Shoplifted: i forget not in recent memory
How do you want to Die: Im not really sure... if i dont know im dieing i guess...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Man i dont know
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue or green
Favourite Hair Color: Dirty blonde, brown all the way to dark brown.. not gothy black tho
Short or Long Hair: Long hair
Height: Preferably shorter then me
Weight: Doesnt matter... look at me.. haha
Best Clothing Style: Nothing preppy thats for sure
Number of I have taken: whhaatt?
Number of CDs I own: Too many to count atleast.. 50 ide say technicly i dont own them i never bought them..
Number of Piercings: None
Number of Tattoos: None
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Way too many to count

I am bored...

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 15:52:25 GMT

Ok so my summer has basicly consisted of nothing but band... it really sucks. i was goona see a movie with someone today but they never confirmed it so i guess not and i dont know her # ne way. ugh and saturday theres this part i kinda want to go to and dont want to go to at the same time. idn what ot do. i said i would go but im not sure.

i hate life right now.. i just wanna get it over with and be done. i really do lol. i dont see the point or why everyone is s o happy to be living. whatever bye

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 02:32:00 GMT

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest:

You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.

At Your Lowest:

You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.

In Love:

You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.

How You're Attractive:

You are very affectionate and inspire trust.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 20:00:13 GMT

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 19:55:19 GMT

ok memory on phone got earased.. so all my contacts did too

please comment and tell me your cells number and posssibly other people i know too thanks

PiSsEd!!

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 02:42:22 GMT

Well today was... .... .... ... ... shitty..

it just sucked.. everything

I woke up at 10am cuz i couldnt sleep in ugh. i was so tired haha

then just sat around and did literaly nothing untill practice.. which was even more retarded

some times i hate the desisions i make.. and just wish i did stuff differently in the past..
but oh well i cant do that so ill just give up with that

on a happier note... well i almost have everything memorized that i have.

so uh.. thats good.

today just sucked and i didnt get to do anything... i think im more tan now tho hehe wooo

god well before i blow up at all of you reading this im gonna go.. if u really wanna know what all happend and risk me blowing up at you then im me..

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 21:43:15 GMT

well i was watching SNL and i found some thing i thought was hillarious..

What does a mexican and a cue ball have in common?

The harder you hit them, the more english they pick up.